January 28, 2018

Breaking the stigma | mental health


What do you think of when you hear bipolar? Honestly take a minute, pause the video and write what you think in the comments below. Later  reply to that comment. There is absolutist no wrong answer.
The stigma to bipolar is bad. My idea of bipolar was angry over nothing, bat shit crazy
Well guess what. I am bipolar... And I was relived when I was officially told this believe it or not.
Before I start off my saying how I know I have bipolar I would like to explain how part of having mild bipolar are amazing.
When i look back in my life and think about all the times I may have been having an episode alot of the times where I took a chance to do somthing great was probably during a time of mania. Moving I to this house is probably one of them.
I have more energy and I get way more done. There actually a lot of nice things about it.. you feel like your working at at least 90% but you also know thay your nor always like that.

As for how I know... My dad's mom was bipolar 1 with schizophrenia as well as one of his brothers. So to start with growing up knowing that and seeing my uncle like that (though the memory is fuzzy).  Heck for all we know my dad could have been bipolar 2 like me to and just was never evaluated for it. Thinking about him I think there is alot of similarities there

Anywho, when I was 16-17 ish I can remember going into my family doctor office and asking to be assisted because I swore that I was. Now let me tell you trying to convince someone your "crazy" with out making your self feel bat shit crazy is hard. No one wants to be like oh im crazy. no one. so ya I bet almost no ones self evaluation is convincing.
The doctor said it wasn't and that was that. At that time all I noticed about my self and researched was about anger and irritability and what could make those worse. It wasn't untill recently that I even learned what manic was. 

If you have been a subscriber for a while you know all of last year I didn't make videos and if I did it was me trying to figure out what was going on with me. I was severally depressed. It didn't effect work and more people wouldn't notice but behind the scenes it was bad. I had litterally no energy. I couldn't make my self get up to do anything even having a shower i aws physically drained by the end. On days that I didn't work and the girls went to school i would just sleep the day away. During that year my anixety also had a toll on me, it was the worst it had ever been before.

I started antidepressents antianxiety meds and I honestly felt great. I had energy I was happy I was finally in healthy relationships. but during the med tweaking I became very manic.. I had all these racing thought, I couldn't focus on tv, I was annoying my self by talking to much and I had all these great ideas that I normally wouldn't have had. Thanfully because I do google alot( about just about everything) I knew that there was risks if you were undiagonsed bipolar they could send you into astate of manic... now I have never been manic just hypo manic (form 2 of bipolar, the mild bipolar) so thank fully it didn't make me do anything to crazy.

Being diagnosed was honestly a weight lifted off my shoulder. Over the years I have been able to controll my self alot more then I had ever before. I know what im being to extreme, im not afraid to admit when im wrong and I usually ask a friend for their advice iv im not sure if its just me or not.
When I first went to the doctors I was cycleing. I vividly remeber feeling high and very low in the same day LOTS of the time. That was so long ago that I don't know how long it went on for but I do remember feeling like try not to get to excited because you will crash.

The big stigma of bipolar, the irritability part. Yes, clearly I also have that and I am very proud to say that in the last 10 years i have been able to control my self much better with out the use of medication. I truly believe that my children are what has calmed me down naturally.  My irritability thankfully has never really effected my jobs and most certainly never gotten me let go. The reason I am most excited to know that this is what is going on in side of me is because with these medications I know I will be in controll and be able to have healthy relationships. It suck when you are getting annoyed and snappy with your partner and you can actually feel your self BESIDE YOUR SELF being like woaaaahhhhhh what are you doing. and god damn do i ever hate the expression " its walking on egg shells with you".

Anyways I just wanted to share my store because the stigma needs to end. I cant speak for bipolar 1 but bipolar 2 is really not that bad. I don't wish I had it and i dont wish it apon anyone but it shouldn't stop you from trying to live the most possible life you can. And it shouldn't make you instantly think oh fuck so that means your a raging bitch. I like to think im a pretty happy person and I do have morals, that might also have alot to do with it.. that I don't want to be miserable or have people hate me.

The next time you hear bi polar just remember it isn't all bad

January 27, 2018

Num Noms Snackable Dippers Series 1 | Junior M.s Hannah

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January 24, 2018

LOL Dolls Open Kinder Surprise Egg | Junior Ms.

LOL Dolls Open Kinder Surprise Egg | Junior Ms.
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The Girls play with their LOL Dolls making them open up 2 kinder surprise eggs. Yummu kinder surprise egg chocolate. They are playing with their big sister LOL surprise dolls they got for christmas
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Quick & Easy, Healthy, Yummy, ONE POT meal | Spicy Ground Butternut Squash

Quick & Easy, Healthy, Yummy, ONE POT meal | Spicy Ground Butternut Squash
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Today I am sharing with you one of my newish favorite meals! I found it on pintrest a few months back. Not only is it quick and easy but it is so dang healthy to.

Ingredients ;
2 tablespoons oil
1 onion, diced
1 Serrano pepper, minced
4 garlic cloves, minced
1 teaspoon salt
1 teaspoon paprika
1 teaspoon cumin
½ teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
Big pinch freshly grated nutmeg
1 pound ground meat ( I like turkey)
1 butternut squash

Original recipe https://myheartbeets.com/spicy-ground-beef-and-butternut-squash/

January 22, 2018

Want to Make a Toy channel | Junior Ms.

Want to Make a Toy channel | Junior Ms.
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Making a toy channel! In this video I try and get the girls to show the camrea how excited they are to make a toy channel... only they weren't AS excited as the first time.

January 21, 2018

My 2018 Weight Loss Journey

My 2018 Weight Loss Journey
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Back at it again! Weight loss journey round 2, 2018! After a few years I slowly gained weight back, then started new meds and a CRAZY AMOUNT came back. Healthy eating / clean eating, healthy life style here we go

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Leaving Give kids the world viallage

Leaving Give kids the world viallage.
Good bye Disney world, good bye sea world, good bye unaversal studios and most of all good by GKTW . Sad day


Mickeys Not So Scary Halloween Party 2017

Mickeys Not So Scary Halloween Party 2017
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Mickeys not so scary Halloween party is FREAKING AMAZING. defiantly recommend going to Disney for their Halloween party. Not necessarily for the ACTUAL holiday.
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Last Day In beautiful Florida at Universal Studios & a Magical time with Mickey

Last Day In beautiful Florida at Universal Studios & a Magical time with Mickey
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Last day in flordia, we spent the first part of the day at universal studios follwed by a magical time at mickeys not so scary halloween party ( https://www.youtube.com/edit?o=U&video_id=ckTO9y03A7E )
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Animal Kingdom trip at Walt Disney World, What a Fun adventure

Animal Kingdom trip at Walt Disney World, What a Fun adventure
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Today we went to the animal kingdom at walt disney world. The girls got to ride around the big park in a stroller!!!! The loved it, see what else we did on our fun make a wish trip.
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A day at Universal Orlando, Meet The Simpsons

A day at Universal Orlando, Meet The Simpsons
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A day at universal studio Orlando in Florida. I got to meet the Simpsons my child hood favorite show
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A day at epcot with Anna and elsa

A Day at Epcot, With Anna and Elsa
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We go to epcot today followed by a quick stop to hollywood studios. They got to see anna and els, snow white and a few more amazing disney princesses. Then when we get back to the village we play a life size game of candy land.
Epcot wasn't the greatest time but the best part was seeing anna and elsa and having a private greeting with the two of them, thanks to give kids the world ( Help fill a dream, make a wish, sick kids)

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Halloween Spooktacular at SeaWorld 2017

Halloween Spooktacular at SeaWorld 2017
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Seaworld today for their Halloween Spooktacular! We also made a quick trip to their water park aquatica which was freaking MASSIVE

1st Time at Magic Kingdom, Walt Disney World

1st Time at Magic Kingdom, Walt Disney World
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Day 1 of adventure on our help fill a dream trip! Our 1st time at Magic kingdom meeting a whole bunch of princesses ( Elena, tiana, arieal / little mermaid whinnie the pooh & tiger and more ).
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Arriving At GKTW Village!

Arriving At GKTW Village!
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We arrive at give kids the world village ( GKTW ) in Florida to start our amazing make a wish trip!

Packing fot Disney World

Packing For Disney World!
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We're going to disney world thanks to help fill a dream on Vancouver! Heres what I packed for me and my twins...
I did pack halloween costumes lol I totally forgot about them rolled up in bags in the front zipper of the suit case

Help Fill A Dream Sends Us To Disney World

Help Fill A Dream Sends Us To Disney World
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Help fill a dream on Vancouver island much like make a wish foundation is sending me and the girls to Disney world this Halloween!!!!!!

January 20, 2018

First LOL surprise! Doll unwrapping

First  LOL Surprise! Doll unwrapping


Hailey unwrapping of her first Lol Doll. 7 layers of surprise! including: secret message sticker,collectible sticker sheet, water bottle charm, shoes, outfit, accessory,  tots doll with water surprise
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