On a side note.. I've been arguing with the doctors about what we should do with Hailey, Daycare no daycare, volunteers watch her ect. What I want is to have a few volunteers watch her over the next week or how ever long untill the double stroller is ready and im fully "trained". Then I want to start taking her for walks with a nurse, just a few times with a nurse. But what I would really like the plan to be is that I can bring Hannah to Jeneece place take her meds and equipment with me ALONE and bring her back to the hospital when needed or at night. I asked the doctor about this and he was very iffy on letting me go alone and questioned what if something happens to Hannah what would you do with Hailey? Well, what would I do at home? If you cant see your self ever being comfortable letting us go on a walk or go to jeneece place that is on hospital property not even 5 minute walk to the main entrance, why are you "planning" for us to go home?
I think it is a great idea. I would be forced to use all the home equipment(Feeding pump, ventilator, small travel humidifier I forgot the name of, home suction machine) . Plus I'll admit I have got really use to letting the nurses take care of Hannah, being at jeneece place would give me a chance to have no nurses around and have full mommy duty's.
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